Urm, its been 4 days I didn't update my blog although they are too many stories between these days. Who will trust me if I said that I had married yesterday? N who will be my side when I said that I've been dumped by my "speciallovegirl"? Ouh yeah, its not I've been dump by her, but, I ask her to giv me some time to think bout our relationship.

Yeah, n its hard like u kno. Urm, i didn't mean to break ur heart or even "game" You. Im confuse wether I stil inlove wif u or not? Wether I can love u like bfore? Its pain in my heart to make u like dis. But, trust me when u r not by my side, I had feel some feelin in my heart, the feeling dat shows n tell me dat I stil LOVE U. N now, Im very regret for wat I had done to u. U tell me dat u will change for me. Bt, I told u to do a think dat u'll never do. The think dat i should not brought up in our conversation. Sucks. Im sorry again.

I had done too many things to u, I had lied to u so many times. Arghh, wat is happening to me? Could someone please tell me wat I should do rite nw?
Ouh, a guy who do something like this? Mayb some of u will say dat I'm totally a jerk. Or mayb a stupid guys who leave his girl bcoz he dont kno, he loves her or not.

Im really confuse, idk wat to do now. Tension, stress, unloved, stupid, sucks, angry, jealous. I could feel all this fuckin things in my heart n mind. Arghhhhhhhh!!